It's been a while since I've decided to write another post. Now that Y2 is over, I believe I should be writing my course reviews soon. I'll make it a point to get them up by the end of summer break as I am currently doing special term as well.
There have been a lot of changes due to the virus situation for this semester. As such, a large part of my Y2S2 review will be based off what I experienced in this pass-by-catastrophe situation and I don't think future experiences will mirror what I went through this semester. Nevertheless, I hope that the coming review will help to give an idea on what life in NTU EEE Y2 can be like.
Till then, I hope everyone stays safe!
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This semester was especially painful. Academics aside, it was a challenge to wake up everyday and attempt to carry on with daily life with a constant heavy heart. I wouldn't go as far as to say that friends were unavailable, but it was mostly a solo journey to navigate. Even till now, circuit breaker or no circuit breaker, it's still a battle everyday to look forward.
It sucks when one puts in effort and does not have it reciprocated. But the real stab is when others don't have to put in effort at all yet they get all the attention.
But who am I to whine? I've been in that position too. I don't deserve to whine about this.
Yet it still sucks.
I guess there's always a first for everything...?
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Not to say that I haven't found a way forward. I just have to stop looking back. There's still so much to do and I can't let myself be stuck in the past.
Just keep looking forward. Sooner or later, the thoughts that keep pulling you into the past will fade off, just like how it happened years ago.
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Maybe this whole pandemic saved me instead. Lol.
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